Here, There and Nowhere Else

by Amends

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Release November 2013
Recorded at S&S Studio in Syracuse, NY 5/9/13 & 9/4/13.
Mixed/Mastered/Recorded by Josh Swagler & Gabe Solomon
Album Artwork by Taylor Rambo Photography

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released 19 November 2013

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Track Name: Edward Bloom
Cast these bones in nobel homes, where i'll lay to rest subtle thoughts of hope.
There's no place like nowhere.
Track Name: Homebody
It's funny in a sense, that i'm damned to this.
Finally knowing that we're falling, all we know is failing; carry the violent waves.
I'm letting go, off all I know; fading, growing, breathing.
I just want to wave up. When it's all left for the flies, barely keep me alive.

Leaving behind the sun puts me a day off, a day behind all that's left in the sky.
I'm left with this gloom, and if there's a chance i'll leave it behind with what i'll never quite know,
is there anything left to be told?

With the times, i've barely lost my mind,
We're all lost on the inside.

It's with my own pain,
let me know when you're coming home so I know when I shouldn't come back here,
Dusk to dawn, sleet to snow; whether you're taking this for granted or leaving me alone.

I'm far too broken, waiting with my hopes to melt.
This goes to show,

With this sadness, I hope you take a chance and find your happiness.
Give up everything, cause i've got nothing left to show.
With this sadness, I hope you take a chance and give up your happiness because i've got nothing left to show for.

Liars and thieves, it's the heart that's been stolen;
and maybe it's meant to be.

Insane, I just want to know you are awake.
Insane, I just want to know you are okay.

Leave it to the times, to forget my spine.
We're all just wasted space on the inside.

I'm in my own pain, i'm in my worst state.
Wake me up, when i've got something to show for.
Track Name: Vancouver (ft. Jacob Lee of Runaway Brother & Adam Richard of Crookshanks
Veins don't feel the same pulse like they do yesterday,
let go of what's held close cause you're surely dimming.
Let it fade, let me rust.

Slowly but surely, i'm learning to be a ghost in another man's shoes.
Cause the heat of these faint eyes aren't letting anything look past the quiet air.

I'll keep everyone safe and hold back my tongue,
so when they come looking for me, they won't know where i'm leaving my youth to.
I'm such a shame that they forgot to put a new name to

Pointless weaping, at the thoughts of moving on.
It won't pass that everything's lovely for a change.
It won't let go of the rust, it doesn't feel right;
but it's time I learned to be gray.

It's time I wither away, back to a time where there was no pain.
This won't be okay; my tongue can't swallow anymore.

Peel apart my spine, so i'm alive for the first time.
Peel away, my eyes dear; you've seen enough today.

Tell me where i'm leaving my youth, cause they won't find it when I can't even find myself.
Track Name: Tall as Trees, Small as Leaves (ft. Jeff Mott of There I Say Is Lightning)
We're only the rust in our roots, I will not see this through.
The city will burn in flames, as long as I carry my veins.
I cannot find a current that'll carry you home.
Leave me in a crowded room, so I don't feel ashamed that i'm truly alone.

Where has everything gone?
I've lost my train,
decay is only Hell to pay, and i'm back to the day of regret.
I cannot fathom, how this is worth, all the mess.

We're only the chance in our luck,
but i've burnt out.
This wasn't anything that we could stop,
I let go of my flame before I had a chance.

We're only the rust in our roots, I will not see this through.
I never gave myself a chance, maybe that's why i'm meant to die.

Where has everything gone?
I've lost my train,
decay is only Hell to pay, and i'm back to the day of regret.
I cannot fathom, how this is worth, all the mess.

We're only the chance in our luck,
but i've burnt out.
This wasn't anything that we could stop,
I let go of my flame before I had a chance.

I've learned to love, is to lie.
and that we're merely bones in terms, that we're meant;
that we're meant to die.

Even when i'm ashes, just know that I still will burn.
It'll all be okay, even if there is Hell to pay.
It's okay, i'm afraid, that there is still Hell to pay.

I cannot fathom for wanderlust is at an all time high,
maybe, maybe i'll find my reason to try.
Track Name: Tradewind
Worthless eyes need me, cause i'm too blind to read what I can't see.
I used to listen to how I was, and my life isn't how it used to be.

Things aren't going planned to accord, it's killing me that i'm worth nothing more.
Still yelling at nothing, and i'm getting nowhere.

God isn't what he used to be, my faith isn't where it used to be.
A second of my hour will never be worth a day of someone else's life.

I still feel the worth, long after. and it won't ever come back.
Leave the back door shut, cause i'll never be unfront.

I'm nothing what I used to, i'll never be a man who's one to please.

Bitter nothing's, will always bring me apathy.
and it's just the way it'll be, and for that i'm sorry.

I'm nothing what I used to be, my faith isn't where it used to be.
and for that, I am sorry.

Bitter apathy leaves me nothing.
and at the end of the day, i'm still never going to be what you wanted.
Track Name: And Back Again
I can't do this anymore, my bones are brittle and my head is sore.
For what it's worth, I wouldn't take it back.
Because for what it's worth, I couldn't make this any easier a second time around.

If it's any consent, I've tried my best knowing this all for you,
I'll leave my thoughts in the past; it's for the best.
I'm not worth all the rest.

I'll take this to my grave, and walk away with only shame.
I'm a disappointment, and it's been that way for far too long to recall.

Since the start, I've been falling apart; and I can think about is how i'll end.
Carry ignorance, in a way where bliss comes after everything that dies alone.
It's meant to be alone, i'm meant to be alone.

Knowing this is all for you, i'll leave my thoughts in the past.
Even though I can't rest, i'll sleep away the pain.

I'll take this to my grave, and walk away with only shame.
I'm a disappointment, and it's been that way for far too long to recall.

Since the start, I've been falling apart; and I can think about is how i'll end.
Carry ignorance, in a way where bliss comes after everything that dies alone.
It's meant to be alone, i'm meant to be alone.

My ground has been found,
it's just been over my head, like the thoughts of wishing I was dead.
I've done nothing to fall asleep, but I can't stand to be awake.

Forget me not, I've fallen apart.
Every brittle bone won't let me restart.
Fail me, I'm not worth a damn soul.
Everything, everything falls apart.

Carry out my idols legend, cause I'm not worth a dreamer's legacy.